Tragedy really makes relationships stronger. I’m so used to living a meaningless perfect life, and people look at me like I am lucky. The more mistakes I make, the more my heart gets broken, the more truth I learn, the more real I feel. I’ve fucked up big time, and I can’t explain how much it makes me appreciate my parents, my siblings, and my best friends. No ones life is perfect, but at least I can say I have genuine love surrounding me.
(via jennaanne01)
Time for a whirlwind of adventures with my classmates. I fucking hate these shitheads almost more than I love them. shall be interesting! see you in a week.
The way I am feeling right now cannot be brought to words. The magnitude of growth I have experienced over the last year is unmeasurable. I would not be okay right now if I didn’t feel comfortable with myself. I have a so much greater grasp on myself at this point than I did one year ago. It’s purely unreal.
I am officially done with High School. I’m never gonna walk those halls with those kids again.
I’m sitting here balling, not because I won’t see people again, not because high school is over, not because I am growing up, but because I have no idea what the future holds for all of the relationships that have meant everything to me for the last 12 years of my life. I have this urge to tell every single one of my classmates that I love them and make everything alright even though it hasn’t been alright for a very long time.
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